Sunday, October 08, 2006

Put myself in trouble (again)

This is not a good news -__-
I put myself in trouble in trouble...once again
n parahnya, gak nyadar kalo dah kecemplung...diterus2in salah.
Apalagi kalo bukan masalah kantor

Sebagian emang salahku
Tapi gara2 temenku sok tau ikut campur..jadi tambah parah.
Void 8 tiket...huhuey....enak gilaaa....
diomeli poEr...utk sebagian yg bukan salahku....untung ada leni yg bisa diganggu sampe tadi pagi
i will know the rest of the story on monday
pulang jadi kepikiran n g fokus
but bcoz i'm not in 'the present' moment...everything became worst...

diajak ngomong kadang jadi g nyambung
jadi inget2 trs kejadian siang itu
mikir yg nggak2...(tapi sesekali hatiku bilang kl it will be okay...hope it's true)
no body understand me, even my own boy friend
i feel like he had wrong perspective about me
i'm not like what he said.
i was so tired...and just let his words against mine

last night, sat on my bed...
rewind and thinking what i've been through
i didn't know whom i should share about this n who can help (try to give all to Him...still try with my tiny faith)
silent cry...
and once again i felt like i wanna give up
but on the other side...something inside tell me not to give up.

wish me luck..
semoga ga usah nempui :(

6 Comments:

Blogger Pre said...

cheer up juuuss, cheer up! bersemangat! banyak yg lupa klo mns pasti bisa salah. everything is gonna be okay, girl ;) aku jg lg stress huehueehue..

9:59 PM  
Blogger Unknown said...

stress apa pre?
diuber2 mami buat dicomblangin ya :D

5:43 PM  
Blogger Vanie said...

cheer up juz cheer up, qta nonton ae pre uber2an mbe mami mbe Pak Andou. seru pasti ;))

1:42 AM  
Blogger Pre said...

hayoo ngrasani tante, kualat looo >:)

11:49 PM  
Blogger Olive said...

So endingnya gimana ?
Kalo dah lewat beberapa waktu sih biasanya dah baikan, sekarang gue sendiri yang rada jutek, dah waktunya bayar uang sks lagi hik..hik...

It's real world, need MONEY for everything, payahnya gue bego banget lagi, waktu liat bintang jatuh, soal DUIT ini entah kenapa terlupakan sama sekali...ternyata dalam pikiranku aku lebih care dgn banyak hal lain daripada DUIT ^^"

Anyway, same like you, deep in my heart I know that we can trough it..buat some of me not sure, affraid, dan worried about anything.

And feel so alone too, in the far away of country... =((

6:13 PM  
Blogger Unknown said...

ol...meski blm pernah jauh2 banget d negeri orang...tapi kira2 bisa ngerti deh gimana rasanya kesepian..i feel the same sometimes.

3:21 PM  

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