T r u s t

What do you think about trust?
Is it easy 4 u to trust someone?
Is it easy to gain someonelse's trust?
Well, i think it's not that simple.

When i trust someone...i can become so naive...
but if u broke it...i dont know whether i can trust u again
Yesterday, someone from the past, that i thought before as a trustworthy person, said something that hit me enough :(

Years before, he admitted that he did something bad-which i can't tolerate. It's against my principle.
But I was so naive and i tried to convince myself that he didnt do anything further than what he said.

Few weeks ago, I talked about it with a friend.
My friend didn't trust his story. There's something weird.
Well, maybe...but I just take it easy and forget it.
But yesterday, he (this 'someone') said that he did the same thing (with another person) as if it's normal and right.

Last night, I awoke 4 a while.
Can't help this crossed my mind and evoke tear.
Even I can't change anything, and he just my brother now...but still I dont understand why he become like that.
I feel very disappointed at him.
I think I can't respect and trust him again.
In the other hand, I'm grateful that I made the right decision once ago.

Very useless to grieve, but better give myself time to grieve for a while...then let it go.