the gathering
just from there...@ a warnet
on my way there...carlos got a phone call.
this person so surprised to know that i come too bcoz lately, i didn't join their gathering. the words she said (maybe she didn't mean it) have turned off my mood.
yes, i wasn't so excited...but if i can make a grade of it from 1-10...it's 6,5...then drop to 4.
i feel like, i'm not part of them anymore.
yes, i'm happy to see carlos, chris, ronny, iwan, etc...but when i enter the room, i can feel awkward atmosphere. some stared at me..surprised.
hmm...i can't get along freely like used to be. there's a space between us.
there is new girl that i don't know. maybe they forget that we don't know each other. no one has an inititative to introduce us. ok then...just skip it.
i try to give myself a chance to get used to it.
lost my appetite to eat the rujak, besides-i already ate snacks at home.
just ate 2 sate(s) and a spoon of koloke.
as i guess before...i don't enjoy it.
so...here i am..sitting in front of computer
writing what i feel inside.
but i'll try to inspiring myself.
remembering what Morrie said, have your time to mourn-but dont let urself mourn too long.
on my way there...carlos got a phone call.
this person so surprised to know that i come too bcoz lately, i didn't join their gathering. the words she said (maybe she didn't mean it) have turned off my mood.
yes, i wasn't so excited...but if i can make a grade of it from 1-10...it's 6,5...then drop to 4.
i feel like, i'm not part of them anymore.
yes, i'm happy to see carlos, chris, ronny, iwan, etc...but when i enter the room, i can feel awkward atmosphere. some stared at me..surprised.
hmm...i can't get along freely like used to be. there's a space between us.
there is new girl that i don't know. maybe they forget that we don't know each other. no one has an inititative to introduce us. ok then...just skip it.
i try to give myself a chance to get used to it.
lost my appetite to eat the rujak, besides-i already ate snacks at home.
just ate 2 sate(s) and a spoon of koloke.
as i guess before...i don't enjoy it.
so...here i am..sitting in front of computer
writing what i feel inside.
but i'll try to inspiring myself.
remembering what Morrie said, have your time to mourn-but dont let urself mourn too long.
posted by Unknown at 8:39 PM
4 Comments:
hi anonymous..
pls stop posting advertorial comments like this.
it's personal blog. not the commercial one.
pls appreciate.
thx.
blog mu tambah inspiring, juz... hehehe aku juga dapet iklan2 macem gini...useless emang...
yup, belakangan nemu buku2 bagus...biar g lupa dishare di blog ^__^
percuma si anon itu dibales. ga akan ngaruh. kamu turn on word verification di settingmu aja. biar ngga dispam.
nyebelin memang kalo ngerasa out of place. mendingan nggak dateng deh.
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