News from the past

Tonight I watch movie with my old buddies.
Really fun!
It's been so long since last time we met.
Sometimes I just met one/two of them.
They are what they are.
We are what we are, though each of us had many changes in our lives.
Update our news. How exciting :)

Back to my room, I open my albums, and see their cute expression and funny faces.
recall sweet memories back then...
when we're still worked in the same place
when we traveled together
oh, how i miss u guys...
i miss backpaking
i miss chalenge out there
i miss my 'kaypang' costume :D
i miss to explore the nature
i miss to capture a moment by my camera
(this sunday i'm gonna join outbound held by silk air...hope it will be fun)

This evening I got a...(well, how should I say..??) 'good' news(?)
shocking news...or what??? i dunno.
But I quite happy and excited to hear the news.
My ex-at last-has a girl friend :)
They just 'jadian'

I don't know his girl face to face, but sometimes we're sent message and chat before.
We knew each other from FS.
She loves traveling too, smart, sexy-and very attractive (as my boy-friends said).
I guess she is one of a choleric girl, has strong ambiton and complicated mind.

While my ex is very unique and (very) complicated person, not to mention he is an antique man
He has different perspectives from common, which are, usually, people can't accept it (so did I).
I can imagine that he must get his 'spiritual orgasm' when he talks to her :P
Well, I think she must be very 'into' him.
Hope they can fit n fill each other.
Get their balancing.
Especially it's time for him to move on.

My simple mind didn't has time to think bout it, 'coz i was in a rush to catch the movie tonight-till I got this question from a friend:
"How do you feel when you know your ex already had GF?"

Hmm...I havent think bout it.
Till that time, I happy for him too and didnt think anyelse.
But that question tickle me.

Now...when I was in my room and opened my albums, found some of our pics there-I feel it's time to get them off.
It's already there for long time...
and after we broke up-I sorted my albums, and let some of pics there.
That time I just thought that those pics which hav nice setting from photography side-or bcoz I love that place.
Just it.
Their existence in my albums didn't bother me.
They are like other pics.

But right now, i feel it was my past.
We walk on our own path now.
It is not our time anymore-so those pics shouldn't be there, whatever the reason.

How about this 'good' news??
Well, in a sec I feel envious towards her.
She is very smart, has many high qualities which I dont have-so she more match to him than me.
But then I think again, in this life...each of us has our own part.
My part in his life has already done.
Each of us are special.
He has someone special by his side now
She has many things that he may need, which I didn't have and I couldn't give
I have someone that I love now,
and I have many things that my partner need-and he has many things that my-ex couldn't give.
So, we passed to others life to teach and give life lesson, don't we? :)

(my friends, -especially- whom know about our story...what do you think??)