Let's Twilite Tonight

This is the DAY!
Tonight I gonna b watch Twilite Orchestra.
Cant wait to 18.45 (time which I'll meet my friends from Alto, we have the same time zone now). Hope Andi wont late so we still hav time to hav dinner.

Dress. Check

My digicam. Chek.
Most important...tickets. Not check. I dont have it, but I already asked Sugi to deliver it to my office.

Some people say, that TO isnt as great as I imagine. Even a friend of mine said that that's made her more curious to watch...so she can find its faulty.
I dont care what they say. Just want to enjoy it. If your motive is to seek the weakness...you can enjoy the music rite, n just concentrate to find the weakness.
Better prove it by urself

Finally, PeiPei got the ticket
So funny remember how hard she struggle to get it.
Good luck Pei. Bravoo

Twilite..here I come

Sharp tongue

[Do that to me one more time]

Like usually, this evening i had a routine activity after work.Walked to main street, waiting 4 bemo.It's lovely evening.I love to do it (though some of my colleagues dont hav the same think)coz it helps me to relax, enjoy n straight my foot after sit a day long.I take that time to think n instropection myself.This time about yesterday.

[hungry...with d**n mosquitoz]

Last night me n ed hang out with his friends.While we're waiting 4 the others. I was offend him not on purpose (with sharp words n "kecuekanku").I said somt that hurt him so badly. I didnt consider the consequences while i'm say that. Just a simple thing 4 me, but not 4 him.Well, back to my bad habbit.This reminds me to take more attention to control what i'm going to say.I think i hav to learn when i should use my "expertise".
I'm not perfect, but I'll try to be better person.

Night...

Almost time

13 minutes to "tanggo" time.
entertainzones design is 70% done. it's enough 4 today. thx 2 jon. i'm going to give him teamwork credit this month :)

this friday me n my friends will enjoy Twilight Orchestra Concert @ ITS.  cant wait till that day. i hope it will be great enclosing 4 this week boring work days.
yesterday sugi sms me about ticket reservation.
how lucky, since me n my colleagues was talking about that.  so i told sugi to bought 8 tickets 4 me. it's not so cheap. 25,000 each (a lot cheaper rather than TO standard). but it doesnt matter, remind he is rich enough..huehehehe.
i was so sorry 4 peipei since she left 1 step behind 4 her confirmation. she desperately wanna watch it.
i made a call 2 ITS asking 4 the reservation and got information that still more enough tickets. (besides, there's more people entrust tickets to me). What made me annoyed that they didnt told it at once. I had an agreement w/ ed 2 determine confirmation time limit. It's on 14, coz i had to confirm to Sugi (lately i knew, today ed sms Nurhadi, his best friend, since he was remember that Nur ever said that he want to watch a concert - didnt he remember that he should do that yesterday???).
Luckyly Pei hasnt bought it yet .
But then after Pei got back, one of my friend called and said that she also wanna join us.
Too late girl. She said that if she must buy to ITS, whom should she asked.
I'm not offer myself to bought it (sorry..cant help u this time, coz i myself entrust tickets to someone else, n i doubt if one of the boys wanna help me).
So I just gave her reservation number. She should try by herself.
That's not enough. After work, Edwin told me that Nur want to add a ticket. I'm feel annoyed once again n grumble like before.
Why they dont do that at once!
Yeah...i know, maybe there's some reasons behind that. Maybe they had similar situation w/ me, lots of other maybe.
But still...time up man! SORRY.
You can say that i mean. Here i am. I dont like uncertain things sometimes. Maybe my melancholic side speaks here. Everything must be in certain plan.
Case closed!

Lately i know that Carlos watch it too.
Lil' bit odd think how me n my friends from different community will gather in the same place.
Usually I meet them in different occasion.
Music is the right thing to unite people accross gender, group, ethnic, and age.
So...really cant wait till Friday.

Robin Hood?

New skin that I made 2 days ago.
It was easier to built than previous one.
My prefectionistm influence me, so it took time to show as i like.
I added tag section, had little obstacle, but it's done.
Got trouble with my last posting, enneagram.
The pics didn't show up. I dont know why, coz i've already upload them.
Urls check.done. But still nothing.
Try..n try...n error again....so mess!
Decide to keep on movin'

Last night ME ngagel held BBQ night.
It was boring at the beginning. Most of them were old (well, make sense, coz ME is a community
for whom oredy married).
Actualy, we (me n my friends) just wanna enjoy d BBQ. Beside, we starving.
So we ate jagung bakar while they gave "kata2 sambutan" :D
At last..MAIN COURSE.
Sate ayam, sate pentol, shrimp (which i imagine yesterday), tempe penyet pedas.
Ice cream 4 d dessert.
Met Agus (youth WEC 77, my colleague), Inge, Sonny, Ester, Natalia..etc.
Polonaise, games (same w/ temu kangen..not surprised anymore).
Quite fun.

Btw, I decided to give d "hot money" to help Tarsi.
He's going to has kidney opearation.
So choicer collect money to help him.

The story was like this:
My friend (initial J), wanna took money from ATM, but the screen display message if user wanna do
some transaction again.
From here the story began...(huehehe).
He chose "YES" and then...100,000 (dasar iseng!)...(**drum sound***)..VOILA! The money pop up!
He was very nervous and worried if he caught on camera. At last he gave the card to security but keep d money. He tought that if he give the money to security guy, there's no guaranty it's on the right hand. Bad imagination hunted him. Maybe the owner is poor, and only has 300-500,000 so he/she becomes more poor now. He kept told himself, maybe the owner is rich so it isnt necessary to worried about. He wasnt feel calm. Felt very guilty and felt he just did a big sin.
Shortly, he gave the money to me and ask a favour to gave that 4 church.
First, i rejected it. Hei...where d money came from, why i should took it. Then he told me what just happened.
Actually i had plan to give it to church as his request. But then I remember about Tarsi, and i think why i dont give d money 2 him.
Church already has many donators and i think it is rich enough at this time.
Besides, it wont suffer a loss 4 just 100,000.
Better hand in the money 4 whom that needed, which is i know it clearly.
Something flash in my thought...it is sound like Robin Hood.
Do you think i did the right thing or not?

Was the story about Robin or Sheriff Sherwood??

Enneagram

KS Today: Chek  your  personality type using ENNEAGRAM by RHETI.
Interesting topic. 
Mine: type 5 (Investigator).    

The Intense, Cerebral Type: Perceptive, Innovative, Secretive, and Isolated
Basic Fear: Being useless, helpless, or incapable
Basic Desire: To be capable and competent
Enneagram Five with a Four-Wing: "The Iconoclast"
Enneagram Five with a Six-Wing: "The Problem Solver"
(dunno what both mean)   
 
I think  maybe there's somt wrong, coz it seems that type 4 (The Individualist) or 9 (The Peacemaker) is more match than 5.
But if i compare the result with BAWAL (or BAWEL) :P, it make sense to me.  
 

Type 4: Individualist
The Sensitive, Withdrawn Type: Expressive, Dramatic, Self-Absorbed, and Temperamental       
  

Type 9: Peacemaker
The Easygoing, Self-Effacing Type: Receptive, Reassuring, Agreeable, and Complacent
 
These are famous people who have same type as me:
Albert Einstein, Stephen Hawking, Bill Gates, Georgia O'Keefe, Stanley Kubrick, John Lennon, Bjork, Agatha Christie, Jane Goodall, Stephen King, Vincent Van Gogh, Kurt Cobain, and "Fox Mulder" (X Files).

New skin (finally)

I had plan to come to PI on 7, but i cancelled it this afternoon since my sist gonna use d car (like always).
It's annoying me a little bit coz i often cant use it when i need one.
In the other hand, i think we have same right to use it.
so, i promise myself to practise ride d escudo (i've told pop already) coz i know if i insist my will, they wont let me, and that "sweet" car just useful as a garage oranament
Then, my sist didnt use it coz her friend pick her up. But i wasnt in the mood anymore and decide to change my blog's template.
 

Tonight I launch my new skin (after seek everywhere, trial and error many times).
Though I'm not satisfied enough with this (actually this is not my fav), I think it's enough 4 2day. Nemo it's not too bad.
Besides, it's time to rest.
 
Bubyeee

Next plan

[instrumental..misty]
 
*imagine i'm in spa now, enjoy the music, relax, and massage..hehehe
 
Just read Irsan's comments bout "hajatan besar Choice".
He mention my name (with my nick as well)..hei...I dont mean to be arrogant, but i cant deny myself that i'm proud of it. Our choir got spontaneous applause. Altough, on the contrary, I'm not satisfied that time, coz i realize that there's some lacks in my play (i lost my pen once more..how careless i am). But again...I'm happy if He allow me to play a song that can reach and touch someone's heart. Thx God for your gift. I'm not perfect, but You help me play the music...twice for yesterday.
Thx 4 d inspiration, music hearing precision. It's dedicate to the composer and arranger too (I dunno who..but..u know..He gives His gift to them too). 
 
Feel a weird thing today.
Begin to has sense of belonging with the community (just a drop of it), which i dont all this time.
Perhaps it can be start of something new. Dunno what will happen next.
But one thing I know.
If you bless with some gifts you hav a responsibility to share it.
More bless u are, more big ur responsibility is.
I guess i'm too melancholic today...hehehe....
 
Next plan...outbond in September.
 

There is no life – no life without its hunger
Each restless heart beats so imperfectly
But when you come and I am filled with wonder
Sometimes, I think I glimpse eternity.
 
You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains
You raise me up, to walk on stormy seas
I am strong, when I am on your shoulders
You raise me up
To more than I can be.
 
You Raise Me Up-Josh Groban

Exhausting but fun

Today I promise myself, 1rst thing i do when i come to my office is write on my blog about what was happened yesterday.
 
Yesterday was very exhausting, but fun too.
I was go out for 13 hours
Start from 5.10. Came home 18.10.
Ought to play in first mass 5.30.
Hav appointment with choicers for Choice's high mass rehearsal on 8 (yesterday was Choice's 20th b'day).

After mass end on 7, I went to Shinta's house. Noorie will pick up us there.
While we're waiting, she told me about the story behind choicer preparation for the H day. It's so mess and frustated. I think we can see the real charachters of others when we're faced with those kind of situations.
 
Noorie came, then we had chit chatz. One of them was about our personality tipe.
I said that they should thankful coz they are able to excited of somt, which i dont hav any feeling of it (very rare actually...perhaps only 1 or 3 times in my life).
Everything doesnt gimme enough influence so i can be excited. Just plain feeling.
Maybe if there were a monitor (like heartbeat monitor) which can detect our feeling, mine just flat.
 
Back to choicer's prep.
They used EO for the party. Just 4 the game, and they spent a lot for this.
I thought, it so wasting money. They can use choicer themselves.
But then i realized..hei...you didnt know how complicated the situation was. What's behind all of that. So you cant judge them. Maybe just give them some feedbacks to evaluate. Story behind the choicer book...Yeah, i can imagine how frustated they were.
I knew their problem from Lili. She's nice girl.
So i better keep my mouth shout to criticize.
Altough there were some lacks, i appreciate them.
The foods were yum enough, ice creams, cool clean wide room (b4 the party, off course). Fun games, appropriate door prize (too bad i didnt get any). But i'm sure enough will get 2 of that from edwin. He got it since his group won one of the game, and get the others coz it was left by its owner (i supposed ). I found it while we're clean up the party's mess. Shinta's got Sophie Martin purse.
 
I was notice one more thing.
Kumis and a girl. I realized when the party almost over. Voila! Somt' click inside my head...hehehe (we had long conversation bout that on phone after i came home).
 
After the party was over, they're going to visit Roger (stand for Romo Jelantik). litle bit "mekso" huh. He was in RKZ. But after waiting for half an hour in vain, we got an information that he just came home in the morning. So all of us went to HKY with choice's tart. They wanna enjoy it together with Roger.
Tough i was tired but i had to join them, coz Roy give me a ride home and he joined them. Took some pics, ate the cake (i didnt, since i lost my appetite to eat it coz it didnt hav a box to cover it. imagine that!)
Finally..home... (without nothing to brought). Sugi  owed me choice's book coz he gave mine to Roger.
 
Miss my bed and my pillow.
Sleep around 22.30 so easily (after some long phone cal)l..as if i were water and my bed absorb me

Ada break (gak) ada kit kat

[enjoying instrumental]

Finish already with design top section for entertainzones.
Take a break for a while.
Too bad i'm not bring my kit kat :(
Listening mp3 instrumental.
Try to relax...and keep away my hearing from noisy voice.
It comes from the DJ at this office.
But still i can hear it a litl bit.

Hav to arrange my schedule for Saturday prep.
I'm going to do my best.
It's gonna be long day.

another brand new day

Go to my office in hurry (as usually).
Dont hav anything to eat (there're some taufus...but i dont like it). So i bought nasi pecel near my house.
Had some chats with the sellers, the old man with his wife.
The old guy knew that my car made in 1985, he was love it, and wanna bought it if we sell :P (i got 1 buyer..hehe).
Just knew that they from Malang too.
So surprised and happy to know it.

Fill some questions on a quiz.
It compare me with Meteor Garden characters (u can try it by urself here Meteor Garden Quiz).
Hei..I'm most likely Lei =P

Back to work

[new energy]

Finally...
My computer was out from "ICU".
First thing to do.
Check it.Done.
Drop some words.
Gtg. I'm in rush. Hav to ready b4 Sugi pick me up.
Dinner: Corned again.
Dunno what will i eat 4 my lunch 2morrow.

Choice Time

Choice sucks!
I talk bout TIME
They always cant keep their promise to come ON TIME...I doubt they understand about what is the meaning of TIME and ON TIME
Cant count on them about that.
2 o'clock WIB = 3 or 4 CHOICE TIME
Crazy!
Wasting time! Wasting money! and many precious things i can do during that.

Yesterday for example.
The choir had to sing at GYB for marriage ceremony.
Time:12.45
Choice time: 13.30, 14.30, 14.45.
Ok, let's say that each of us has somt to do.
But cant they arrange it so they'll come ON TIME?
I got there on 13.10 by cap. It's expensive! Coz i'm not sure where d curch is, so i called cap coz i dont wanna be late.
Hey...wake up!
Look the fact.
Nobody appreciate it! (mean..TIME)
SO thankful there's choir policy (new one). Whoever come late will be "donate" Rp 5000 for "charity"

So many "LATE" events.
Too many useless words to waste if i tell about that.
So...wont be wrote here.

I realize there's so many TIME words here...
All of them cant describe bout my feeling...

One thing cheer me up little bit...Wayan (the priest) give credit for Ave Maria. Yeah...thx to God n Schubert. He composed amazing eternity song. I'm happy to know how that song can touch somebody heart. Ave Maria is one of my fave.

Grandpa

Feel sad little bit.
My grandfather (actually my grandfather's brother) passed away yesterday.
Not too close with him, but I still remember his last visit, and his wise words that he said.

May you rest in peace

Our mom

[Hey Jude, office...my table]

It's been few days since my last posting.
On Monday morning, I got sms that said that my friend's mom, Audrie had passed away.
I was shock, she didnt has any deseases as far as i know.
It's too many words to tell about it.
No words can describe their sorrow. Maybe too many regret behind this story.

I've got lesson from this.
4th God commandments: Honour your parents.
I realize that i need to appreciate my time with my folks. Meaningful time, not just say hi, bye, good morning, etc.
Be more patient, and understanding.
At least I'm going to try it, coz it's not so easy either.

Am I cynical?

I just realize that maybe sometimes I am too cynical to somebody.
Fisrt I wanna tell somt about one of my colleague, a girl.
She dislike to wash the dishes after she had lunch.
Then she often use a trick so she doenst hav to clean its up, at least minimize her effort. For example use chopsticks.
Sometimes I think...Oh my Godness..."cek nemene reek"(I hv use my Suroboyoan language to express my thought)

 

This morning I found some of my friends had breakfast at backyard.
She was too.
I notice that she use plate, fork and spoon.
Surprised, I said spontaneously, "How strange you willing to wash that!".
The others lol while she just show her wrinkled smile...and I realized that maybe I was too sarcastic.
Jon had told me before that I'm a naive and quiet girl, but my words can stab others heart. Today I admit it. It's not good habit. Have to fix it. So help me God