Thursday, October 26, 2006

di saat senggang

[my nu office: inspirasi dadakan]

nganggur2 blog walking lagi.
masih 1 jam lagi baru pulang

inget2...minggu lalu ngapain ya?
trs ingat...spent whole night together w/ best friend.
hei...dah lama ga ngobrol2 ngalor ngidul
ngeriwuki rumahnya lagi...
nguyel2 anjingnya lagi
sksd sama mamanya lagi...hahaha..
ngincip makanan enak2 di rumahe (kekekeke....masa loe g curiga kok aku seneng nginep rumahmu :P)

seneng bisa spent time bareng lagi
apalagi mengingat dia abis gini dah 'ga available' lg buat diajak nginep bareng...dah 'nginep' sama orang lain soalnya :P
ngobrol sampe ga kerasa hampir jam 3 pagi.

friend, i'm really happy and flattered coz u share ur sadness n happiness with me all this time
i really enjoy our moment
dari traveling bareng...bete2an...disuguhi wajah cemberutmu yg bikin kheki orang sekampung..
penjelajahan dari cafe ke cafe (ketauan lek suka ngafe neh)...
kadang kamu bikin jengkel juga kalo kadung kumat kepala batunya

sukses untukmu memasuki babak baru hidupmu
i know u'll be better and complete woman
may my pray be with u

m e

Nyantai

Hari ini aku masuk d kantor Pangsud.
Enak ternyata....
Orangnya cuma dikit tapi ramah2...domesti n inter 1 lantai (lha wong inter cmn 1 org thok).
Aku gantiin org itu cuma 1 hari soalnya dia lagi cuti

Ngenet tok kerjane
dengerin musik
ngemil (so pasti lah youww)
d sini cepet akrab soalnya cuma dikit
kyk di alto...nyantai.
Kayak di alto juga...menghitung detik bergeser mendekati jam pulang (lama banget seh).
Bosen juga seh.
Tapi buat mau mikir mbulet2 jg masih wegah
Serba salah ya...hehehehe...

Ntar malem mau maem2 bareng fam n cy
Besok kan ci2 dah balik bali

Pengen banget liat laut lagi...
Pokoknya back to nature...sayang masih blm kesampean...
I need refreshing.......

Cerita teman2 k lombok...ke bromo...ke ijen...trs ada yg liat bintang jatuh...liat foto2 traveling dulu, tambah bikin ngiler aja...huh...
Kapan ya bisa traveling lagi??????

Sunday, October 08, 2006

Put myself in trouble (again)

This is not a good news -__-
I put myself in trouble in trouble...once again
n parahnya, gak nyadar kalo dah kecemplung...diterus2in salah.
Apalagi kalo bukan masalah kantor

Sebagian emang salahku
Tapi gara2 temenku sok tau ikut campur..jadi tambah parah.
Void 8 tiket...huhuey....enak gilaaa....
diomeli poEr...utk sebagian yg bukan salahku....untung ada leni yg bisa diganggu sampe tadi pagi
i will know the rest of the story on monday
pulang jadi kepikiran n g fokus
but bcoz i'm not in 'the present' moment...everything became worst...

diajak ngomong kadang jadi g nyambung
jadi inget2 trs kejadian siang itu
mikir yg nggak2...(tapi sesekali hatiku bilang kl it will be okay...hope it's true)
no body understand me, even my own boy friend
i feel like he had wrong perspective about me
i'm not like what he said.
i was so tired...and just let his words against mine

last night, sat on my bed...
rewind and thinking what i've been through
i didn't know whom i should share about this n who can help (try to give all to Him...still try with my tiny faith)
silent cry...
and once again i felt like i wanna give up
but on the other side...something inside tell me not to give up.

wish me luck..
semoga ga usah nempui :(